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I am the chosen one. I am God. You are God too. Aren't we all? I woke up in August last year and realised that I'm the new chosen one, or saviour, or a God - depending on how you would like to write it. This happens every now and again, say every 2000 years. I am the guardian of the Age of Aquarius.
Before you write some pathetic response, what this actually means is that I have gained a further understanding into who we are, why we're here and what we are suppose to be doing... and more, but let's discuss a few points.
Do not judge - only God or Allah can do that. And yet you all constantly involve yourselves in trying to work out who is sinning. And then judge them. My favourite human preoccupation is that you care who sleeps with whom. Real Gods don't give the slightest bit of thought to who has sex with whom. Men with men, women with women. Seriously?!? Gay, straight, bi, tri, tranny, chick with *****.. try-sexual... Just do it and as long as you don't hurt anyone, it fine. It's one of the fun things we put here for ourselves.
Drugs - again back to the judging bit - good for you overall, in moderation they expand the mind, creating synaptic pathways that you never had before. Another of the fun things we put here for ourselves. Alcohol is our (the gods) least favourite.
Gods don't have rules, or commandments. We just have principles. Love, Truth, Gratitude. Not simple love between two people, but love of the beauty of life and everything around us. The truth will set you free, because when you realise you are an eternal being who's living in a video game in your mind, your perspective changes. Gratitude for what you have; that your needs are fulfilled (don't confuse needs and wants).
So, relax, enjoy and have FUN. Everything that happens to you is a lesson for your soul. Big lessons, small lessons.
I am not alone and will be making some changes soon. Don't worry, they're all good ones. Oh, FYI, Judgement Day was last year, August 10, 2010. See it wasn't that bad hey?!?
We don't believe in organised religion. | | "only God or Allah can do that" is where you go wrong. Your moon god is powerless and I will squash him with my foot. | I'm Crossdresser. Should I go farther? ? I'm 41, male, single, and a crossdresser. I've been crossdressing since I was young, before kindergarten. The first time I ever ejaculated I was in my sister's clothes at around 12. I've never really taken it out of the house except for a few times riding around in a car or a secluded walk around somewhere. Anyway, not very often. I don't want to be a crossdresser. I've had gf's before and had intercourse with them. I feel this crossdressing part of my life is not what I should be doing. I feel like it is a dead end down a lonesome street. I don't feel like I had a very good hand dealt to me. I want to play a new game. I don't like this one. The cards are all wrong.
Anway, I still do dress. Not fully. When I am dressed, at least for several years now, sometimes, not always, I fantasize about being with other crossdressers. Well, not crossdressers, really, but T girls. Shemales. Trannies. Whatever you want to call them. I find myself attracted and aroused to the better looking ones on the Internet. I have never been with a guy. I have never contemplated being with a guy. But I find myself curious about T girls.
I have even called up a couple escorts on craigslist but have never followed through. I want to, sort of, but don't know what will come next, or what that will make me, or where it will lead me in my life. I had thoughts about that if I start with a T girl, that will sort of "break the ice" and then I will be free. I don't know. What if I like it? I feel like I want her to take me and that will in a sense validate me somehow. I want to have her, too. I see me as a tranny and her as a tranny, like in the porno videos. We're on a bed and we're having sex. She takes me in her mouth and then takes me in the rear.
I'm scared to go down this road. This sort of would kill all my sense of having a normal life like with a wife and guys and such. What should I do? | You sound like a typical crossdresser. Talking to a gender therapist could help you sort out where you really are and where you are headed.
A transsexual goes down the path towards transition because of the overpowering need to live fully as the gender that they identify as. This is despite the knowledge of possible rejection and loneliness. They do not go down this path due to sexual desires or fantasies. |
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