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What are my problems and how should i fix them? OK im 15 and ive done almost every drug except heroin meth and coke. I used to be addicted to speed and i love doing drugs i once almost did acid but it turned out to be fake and im glad i didnt do it now. when someone gets me mad i think of smasghing there brains in with a hammer cuz i feel like i should be able to tell anybody what ever i want and i havent smoked weeed in a while and i want to do speed really bad lately but i cant get it anywhere cuz i cancelled my add pill prescribtion so i wouldnt abuse it anymore but i really regret that cuz i love the feeling i get ffrom speed i jusr LOVE it its amazing cuz i feeel so powerful and happy but im usually depressed and i recently was thinking about suicide alot speed was my gateway drug cuz after i did speed i did shrooms,weed, vicodin and cough pills. i also watch murder videos sometimes and i have no reaction to them except to watch more i even watched 3 guys 1 hammer without a ******* reaction to it and that disturbs me when ever i feel im gonna get in trouble for something i feel like suicide is the only way out. i also have been thinking about seeing a psycitrist lately because i think im insane idk what to do cuz when ever i get angry i can barely control myself expecially whn im losing an argument, the other day i got in a argument of wheter guns or fist were better for fighting and these assholes kept saying fists cuz its more manly but i said guns cuz it gets the ******* job done and you dont gotta go through all that gayass **** of punching which takes forever abd i told them i was gonna bring a hammer to school and bash there heads in but i never do and that just leads me to do speed some more because i feel powerful on it and it pisses me off cuz its just a never ending cycle and the other day i got pissed off cuz i was having a bad day so i flipped the sky off and said "**** you God" i dont like when i get so angry and my mom thinks i just need attention but i want some prozac or something to help me out but ijust feel to nervous to ask her so i get more pissed off and it pisses me off that this happens to me and im only 15 i even pray to god alot to say sorry for what i have done | This doesn't make any sense:
"i got pissed off cuz i was having a bad day so i flipped the sky off and said "**** you God" . . . . im only 15 i even pray to god alot to say sorry for what i have done".
Would YOU want to associate with someone who flipped YOU off and yelled obscenities? No wonder God listens to your prayers and says, "Oh. That little suck up from earth. Watch this: Delete!"
You attitude SUCKS! When you change THAT, then your whole life will change.
I suggest that you seek professional mental health counseling. When you get your head on the right track, THEN you can pray to God and He WILL listen to you. | What is wrong with me? Ever since spring break (about 1 month ago) I've been feeling miserable. I can say in all honestly that I don't remember being happy once. My mood fluctuates between neutral, sad, and (more frequently) I get angry FOR NO REASON. On top of this, I'm starting to binge eat. I don't have bulimia or anything, but my eating has gotten out of control. There are days where I eat until it hurts, wait for an hour and do it all again. I have probably put on 10 pounds of fat(not just water weight) since spring break. I am full, but never satisfied. I think I am just losing all my will power. This new weight gain I think might be a contributor to my constant irritability. I'm just not enjoying life and it is getting worse with every day. I've never been able to get more than 6 hours of sleep without sleeping pills, so I'm sure the constant lack of sleep is starting to have a little bit of an impact too. I'm tired and unhappy. I don't enjoy things I used to, or life in general. For example, I was playing video games, did bad, and spent a full minute smashing the controller on the ground until finally it shattered. Obviously, I had burnt off a little steam, but why the hell am I getting mad at games anyways?! Before I typed this out I concerned putting my fist through my monitor, again, angry but for no reason. I have tried all sorts of herbal bullshit. Up until a month ago, I ate about as healthy as anyone. I've tried taking fish oil, SAM-E, st. john's wort all as herbal ways to combat depression. I skipped both my classes today. I know this probably all is coming out as disconnected and rambling but I am ******* tired of trying this bullshit herbal remedies and being unhappy day in and day out. I hate life. Period. I walk between my classes, see people laughing, holding hands, just enjoying the spring weather... think to myself, why can't I be like them? I never laugh, I barely ever crack a smile. I have cut myself before, not often, but the most recent time was a month ago over spring break. I don't even know why I cut, it just feels right. It wasn't a cry for attention or anything, I made sure they were never visible. Anyways, I don't even know if that whole cutting thing is even relevant, I just thought it might help with a "diagnosis." I need help. | | My wife left me after six years together for a new man. I went out and got a new girl. I told work they were giving me a raise and a new computer. They agreed to both. You care to much about how other people feel. You do know what you need to do. Think of when you used to be happy. It was a time when days seemed to last forever but everything was always good. Cutting yourself is no solution. I OD'd when my wife left me. I woke up the next day numb but I had changed. I just stood up walked down the hallway and out into the morning sun. I stood there for about ten minutes with a smug grin on my face. I had gone absolutely crazy. But I liked it. I knew that from that point on I was completely in charge and that I was going to live life to the fullest. I no longer care if people like me. I dont care if they hate me. So just go and do what makes you happy its the only way. Dont go and do what someone else says makes you happy. |
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